when will i ever learn my lesson and study hard..
i felt so sad when my mum scold me..
partly coz of how useless i am..
partly on how sad i am..
coz all those words by my mum are so hurting...
all just pierced into my heart so deeping...
my tears just keep rolling.
non-stop.
in my heart..
i wanted so much to run away..
i wanted so much to just end my studyin life and get away with a job..
but i cant..
thinking back..
i have never been a good student..
in primary sch..
took primary 4 streaming...
did not do veri well..
ended up in EM2..
took primary 6 PSLE...
did not score what my mum had expected..
had an aggregate of 218..
ended up in a lousy neighbourhood sch, Juying Secondary School..
wasnt able to get into my ideal school..
which my mum wanted veri much for me to get into oso..
seperated frm my primary sch best buddy...
went into secondary school..
i still have not yet learn the lesson..
continue to be a child with no rules..
in secondary 1..
hooked on to irc chatting..
study is never a thing i do...
had a level position of 65...
whereby the cohort is of a total of 121...
in secondary 2...
continue with my online chatting...
ended up in the last class os express when promoted to secondary 3...
ended my secondary 2 with a class position of 31...
whereby my class have 40 ppl...
in secondary 3..
wasnt able to take Additional Mathematics coz my class doesnt have that subject...
and i continue to slack...
and i failed terribly in my humanities and english..
so i ended up retaining...
however..
i did quite well for my mathematics, mother tongue and combined science..
i got As for all these 3 subjects..
therefore when i retained..
i scored veri well and topped the class..
and ppl always call me top student..
and always say me...
"always slp in class for almost all lesson and still can be top student!!!!"
duhx..
and all becoz of this "title"
i became restless..
promoted to secondary 4...
start slackin again...
grades start dropping...
manage to scrape thru my secondary 4 life in JYSS with an acceptable End of Year result...
but still i fail my humanities...
started to study hard...
had my O levels..
got a B3 for every subject except for my combined humanities which i got an E8...
English, Emath, Amath, Mother Tongue, Combined Science all B3...
the first time i made my mum so proud of her gal...
scorin so well..
and from there i got into Singapore Polytechnic..
gettin myself a place in Chemical Process Technology...
and i started slacking..
in polytechnic...
nobody cares whether are u going for lessons..
so skipping lessons is something i mastered veri well..
i manage to scrape thru my Year 1 Sem 1...
but for my Sem 2..
had Microbiology..
a module i totally have no idea why am i taking it..
and i HATE that lecturer to the core!!!..
and of coz i repeat that module..
went to Year 2 Sem 1...
i think i can get a doctor degree for class skipping and oso sleeping in class...
everywk..
i will skip at least 2 lessons..
how great this student is hor..
and thus..
i get my "reward"
failing 3 modules..
how "clever" can i be rite??...
haha!!!~
think my studies realli is a total gone case..
if i am able to turn back the time..
i will want to turn it back all the way to my primary school..
haiz..
but i simply cant.....
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